Yoga Session



Finals are over.And I survive.Still breathing here!(no hand claps and congratulations uh?)I passed all the subjects tho I don’t know what the result will be.It’s been a while since I logged into here.But I hope you are all still there,ready to hear my ramblings again,as usual.

So well,I sign up for a yoga session this holiday and I had my first session this evening at Kezia’s house together with Novita and Gaby.Novita who had ever do yoga before seemed enjoyed the whole session but the three others especially me who HATE any kind of sports and never have any attempts to be healthy before this were cringing and complaining all the time.You know,the teacher keep on motivating us like ‘I know you can do it!You have a flexible body!Just try!’and asked us to follow him doing all those impossible body postures.Yoga requires us to do stretching and body twitching with all the muscles relax and a positive mind while I can’t even reach for my toes without cringing.And my mind wandering when will this hour pass.But still I think I will keep on going with this throughout the holiday because I need to stay healthy and I had promised myself not to being too adsorbed to books and computer this hols.Beside,that post yoga feeling is actually really good!

Vinski and Cha” invited me to Book Exchanges group haha and we are going to exchange books during this month to save more money!I suddenly become interested in travelling,I collect catalogs,and read travel blogs and plan my future journey in my note book.I dont know why but really want to travel the world one day.

I don’t know what to write next I feel so tired but this is the comfortable and good feel of tired if you understand what I mean.I doesnt feel like the exhaustion you have after revising for an exam until mid-night or what.Well I never studied for an exam until mid night tho but some of my friends really did it.Sweating over derivatives and termodynamics until 1 AM,history and biology until 2.30 AM.Ugh,how can you guys be so dedicated?

I grew pimples on my right cheek and I have to admit it that this ruins my self esteem.Oh and just found out that I actually dont really like horror movie.It never scares me the time I watch it but then on the nights after I watch it I keep on replaying the scenes again and again on my brain and so that I can’t sleep bcs Im afraid of having night mares.Just ate a bar of Kit Kat while typing this and hoping that my throat is being nice this time.(just recovered from a 2weeks of tiring cough)

Don’t know what to say next so I will end it here.


Health,Grades,and Other Things to Mend


April is over.That terrifying month oh gosh.I failed my math Idk why maybe just because my brain is not wired for solving its problems.I had my Chem this morning and it was okay but still I hope for the best thing to happen.I went to Agnes bday dinner yesterday and the salmon tartare on Guacamole was fresh and nice.I didn’t really enjoy the buttered chicken steak tho,it was somewhat so dry.The lava cake and strawberry ice cream was a perfect combination I’m so damn happy.Ah what should I write more?Life doesn’t bring me any goods yet but I know that everything is gonna be alright.Maybe yes I will cry tonight because my hormone fluctuation is just not in the right phase and I’m disappointed.I mean you know that feeling when you have tried your best sweating over a math but then you failed it while others who didn’t spend as great effort just went along with it??
Today is actually Cathlyn bday party but I have told you,dark places with loud music and crazy lightings is never been my thing,esp in this very low condition.
Weather is getting SUPER bipolar I’m confused as heck.Trust me being a weather forecaster these days is not a good idea.Last night I couldn’t sleep because it was soo damn hot and humid but this evening we got rains pouring heavily all over the town *sigh
We are facing the end of the world.Climate is changing drastically and our earth is dying but here we are!Human beings!We seem like we don’t care a thing.We are too busy with our own problems;math,finals,sickness,what else?
Okay so basically because I don’t go to the party today I’m here, supposed to be studying my mandarin but yeah I can’t handle this anymore.I have to release my burdens,all the things I can’t say out loud,wrecking balls inside my head,thawing my heart.My skin is so bloody icy so cold.I had fever few days ago (that’s why I failed math tho)and I still can’t get rid off my flu and cough till now.I have headaches randomly from time to time I don’t even know why.
Just drank a can of milk tea and cheese cake
Didn’t feel better just yeah like this


I should mend my life.My health.My grades.And all.Finals is near.Pray for me.