New Year Eve

* I’m obsessed with homemade butter popcorn these days,and apple cigar.I don’t know,I have an idea that maybe I suffered obsessive compulsive,I can’t be normal when I love or simply hate something.
** The ADE stands for LEMONADE

Well here is the good news:Today is a hectic day.I have been out all the morning,shopping new clothes and dresses,making this video during the afternoon,and watching Snoopy movie with my dad all the evening and yeah scrolling on my goodreads all night,lamenting on the fact that I don’t achieve my challenge this year.My target is finishing 55 books this year but guess what?I only read 22 books.Cool.What a bad,bad,book blogger I am.But I don’t accept the statistic without defense,I have finished Campbell (all 3 series) and being half way through Sherwood.And trust me,those books should be counted for 10 each haha.If only you could understand how real the struggle is *sigh.Well,well so what am I doing right now?Rattling randomness again?As usual?At least,this time,I have promise myself not to be so depressing,a compensation for my last post which was written during my hardest time of the year.Yeah,I’m just recovering from a deepsadness.

Okay,so,THANKS FOR BEING MY LOYAL READER FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS!!I just realize that the trafic is getting heavier and heavier but in return my post is getting more depressing and shittier.I’m just so so sorry.I always just type furiously over my keyboard when I was mad or sad or angry and then just after I hit the ‘Publish’ button it always feels like the heaviest burden of my life being lift up from my shoulder.I don’t know why,I just find writing so therapeutic.I will have posts marathon.After this post,I will rate this year best books I have rate just as last year.

And so here I just want to write down my 2016 RESOLUTIONS and let us just hope,by publicizing my hopes,I can get more motivated and feeling more responsible to make it happen and yeah wtv let’s start it over…

1.Detox negative people from my life.Find someone who makes me laugh more,not stress more.
2.Live a healthy life.Eat more vegetables and homemade meals more often.Eat fruits.
3.Get some exercise for your body.Move your lazy ass from my bed and go swimming!
4.Spend less time in laptop,phone,and books.I know this sounds like a contradiction since I’m a book blogger but well I should like really keep my eyes healthy.(To be completely honest I even have broken this resolution today.I read book,watch movie,blogging,editing video,and staring on my phone for hours,I should like really find a self discipline to accomplish this)
5.Eat more carrots and vitamin A
6.Study harder esp on my major subjects and yeah ofc bio
7.Do my best in everything
8.Be thankful for everything
9.Learning baduk and origami ( uh-oh,u sure Jo?)
10.Be more religious.Pray more.I want my faith back.
11.Have more self-esteem.Be a better person.

I don’t know that’s all for this year.By the way do you want to know my opinion on New Year’s resolutions?I think that we are taught to assume that we will live forever.We are taught to set our alarm clock every night before we go to bed although we don’t know if we will get up alive the next day or not,we are taught to set goals,to study hard to gain a better future,to set resolutions to be a better person in the following year.We are assuming that we will live long enough to accomplish all of those things.How if it is being cut off half way?Last year,there was an airplane crush in my hometown.A flight from Surabaya to Singapore.Two friends of mine had their families flying in it.A great loss in just an hour.Their lives were being cut off.But they can handle this though.They are tough,I don’t even know how can they get through all of this but yeah this is life.I think actually the most important thing that should have been taught in schools is: how do we handle loss?Failure?Change?Or shortly -how do we handle reality??I bet my bottom dollar trigonometry has nothing to deal with this.Hah okay I’m always overthinking,I wish you a happy new year!

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